Pain of Betrayal


On the ground i lay
Frozen in agony
I begin to
regret the past again

i begin to see
all the things i’ve done
that now cause me
all this pain

i close my eyes
i begin to wish i’d died
so that i wouldn’t
HAVE TO FEEL THIS WAY!

(chorus)
you saved me from
the nothing that i was
you made me hunger again
but i can’t trust anyone
never again will i be betrayed
(chorus)

i begin to see
all the things you said
all the meanings
i deciphered wrong
i must be blind
all i see is grey
what was once a
tecnicolored world

(chorus)
you saved me from
the nothing that i was
you made me hunger again
but i can’t trust anyone
never again will i be betrayed
(chorus)

i’m falling into despair
i’m trying to loose myself
but i can’t seem to breakthrough
you’ve got me so tangled
in this web of lies

never again will i be
able to trust another
you wonder why i
feel so empty inside

all i wanted was to be
happy and carefree
now filled with hate and dispair

i’m so numb
i need to screem
i can’t keep going on
i wish i hadn’t met you
that day so long ago!

(chorus)
you saved me from
the nothing that i was
you made me hunger again
but i can’t trust anyone
never again will i be betrayed
(chorus)

i can feel myself crying
my heart dying
within my chest
my inner self is dead.

3 Comments

  1. the big problem with this bit of poetry.
    is that even if you were betrayed. you should never give up on the goodness in the world. sure it is full of pain. but that is the only way we can grow.
    without pain there is no love. and without strife there is no victory.
    war and peace are harmonious in this world. we need to learn to accept that for what it is. and learn to take the bad with the good. for without the dark times how can we appreciate the sun? would we even understand the concept of light?
    no the world would not even notice it gone. for it would never have existed. instead the only thing left would be the IS. we have the power to shape our future’s and our lives.
    we shouldn’t spend what little time we have wallowing in what we have done. Get Over It. what is past is past and what is now is now what will be will be.
    Live like you are dying

    • lol i wrote this for all. when i write something i write it based on experience but i also write it so others who have felt that way can relate to what i write. i accept the past and move on.

      • i also wrote this based on a few songs i had heard as well


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