Bringer of Death

i was
born to the blood of ancient kings
born without one to love me
and born with a need to survive
i was
raised by another
raised by pity
raised to feel nothing
so nothing could hurt me
i was raised with a mission
raised with a drive
raised with a need
with a will to succeed

now its time to show you
what i really am
no more lies
there’s no use hiding
all the sins deep inside

(chorus)
‘cuz i’ve been striped of my life
i don’t remember
what was given to me
all my hopes are dead
i don’t want to live with a lie
i won’t surrender
to what i am inside
i am i bringer of death

i was
born out of vengeance
born out of scorn
and born out of hatred
i was
raised by fire
raised by crime
raised from cries of chaos
from pain so terrible
i was
raised to be hated
raised to be scorned
raised to kill
with a thirst for blood

now its time to show you
what i really am
no more lies
there’s no use hiding
all the horror’s deep inside

(chorus)
‘cuz i’ve been striped of my life
i don’t remember
what was given to me
all my hopes are dead
i don’t want to live with a lie
i won’t surrender
to what i am inside
i am i bringer of death

the thing i cherish most in life
can never be taken away
there will never be a reason why
to believe in your evil lies
i will follow the path i choose
my freedom, my life, my despair

i have chosen my life
i will remember
what was given to me
all my hopes were dead
i will not live a lie
i will remember what you are inside

i am a monster

i am a renegade

i am a bringer of death.

Pain of Betrayal

On the ground i lay
Frozen in agony
I begin to
regret the past again

i begin to see
all the things i’ve done
that now cause me
all this pain

i close my eyes
i begin to wish i’d died
so that i wouldn’t
HAVE TO FEEL THIS WAY!

(chorus)
you saved me from
the nothing that i was
you made me hunger again
but i can’t trust anyone
never again will i be betrayed
(chorus)

i begin to see
all the things you said
all the meanings
i deciphered wrong
i must be blind
all i see is grey
what was once a
tecnicolored world

(chorus)
you saved me from
the nothing that i was
you made me hunger again
but i can’t trust anyone
never again will i be betrayed
(chorus)

i’m falling into despair
i’m trying to loose myself
but i can’t seem to breakthrough
you’ve got me so tangled
in this web of lies

never again will i be
able to trust another
you wonder why i
feel so empty inside

all i wanted was to be
happy and carefree
now filled with hate and dispair

i’m so numb
i need to screem
i can’t keep going on
i wish i hadn’t met you
that day so long ago!

(chorus)
you saved me from
the nothing that i was
you made me hunger again
but i can’t trust anyone
never again will i be betrayed
(chorus)

i can feel myself crying
my heart dying
within my chest
my inner self is dead.